HEY

hey, what will I do when I wanna talk to you? I can't lie and continue to pretend I don't wanna talk. I wanna stop all this bullshit, but I can't. you don't let me enter into your life.

ya ya I know it hard for you, but can't you understand what I feel? now whatever you wanna do, do it.

aku duduk diam dalam malam ku, aku memejamkan mata dan mulai melipatkan tanganku.

ingin berterimakasih atas karunia-Mu, terasa dekat dengan sentuhan lembut-Mu mencapai naruni ku.

tidak bisa ku bantah, bahwa aku memuja-Mu, tidak bisa hidup tanpa-Mu.

sudah sewajarnya, aku milik-Mu. Tuhanku, hadirat-Mu selalu memenuhi jiwaku.

ketika aku jatuh dan terpuruk dalam keegoisanku, tangan-Mu tidak pernah lepas. Dan jalan-Mu tidak pernah hilang dari pandangan ku.

Tidak bisa aku gandakan kasih sayang ini, karena kasih sayang ini begitu besar dan hanya untuk Engkau.

ku hirup udara pagi dan menyongsong fajar. Betapa indah dan dasyatnya kuasa-Mu.

gunung dan sungai terus menyebarkan keindahannya, dan berterimakasih karena kebaikan-Mu

I can feel it. I can understand it. I can accept that.

so, I could start all over.

not easy to launch and leave, but when I could see things change for goodness,

I can smile.

I'm happy because I can understand and let go.

a life not only in the value of pain, but how can make the pain a useful thing.

don't be sad because it doesn't accept a reality,

but still accept the reality and try to appreciate that there is in life.

now I will be glad and happy because I can see with all my prayers.

I'm not going to sue and be selfish woman.

when people will disappear, then it can accept.

I know it can be easily changed, and can't be changed.

I'm not going to force the state to change to be like that I want.

I'm tired of everything, like not to feel what I feel.

short message part 3

thanks for all you've given and taught me many things

short message part 2

I just wanna say, "I love you"

short message part 1

whatever meaning the words, I just wanted to show