I don't know what happens tomorrow and the next day. I don't know what to do if everything will change. I don't know what would I say to myself if I cry for the event that I can't fox. I don't wanna be a woman weak and quiet. I am a strong woman and can be thankful for everything that happened.

I wanted to scream and say "enough! Please understand me!", but could it be?

I wanna say what I feel, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid to inform what I felt, I fear other people know that I'm sad.

God, I wanna say everything I feel. but how do I do? I'm not one to easily reveal the contents of my heart. Can I beg to time to stop and let me think?

don't force me and push me. I'm too tight to feel it.

I wanna close my eyes and I said to myself "calm, because this will end. don't cry and don't be sad."

I don't wanna see the darkness but I'll see the blue sky. When I was ready to move on and I want what I would do it into something valuable for my life.

I'm not a statue that can't move and fell, but I'm not a stone that can't rise.

sorry if I can't be perfect, I've tried. This is me, I couldn't in force for change. But I'm trying to be perfect in your life.