january

This month's very exciting, I got a new activity. I became a member naposobulung.

for you who don't know naposobulung, it is the youth at church.

This association is a spiritual ministry. I could forget something and go with something new. really fun. have you felt the entrance to the new environment and feel a different person withyourself and can have fun with them.

God has a wonderful plan in every human life, and grief will come happiness

myar

oh GOD.... I MISS MYAR

day of the walk and not be stopped, we as humans can only try our best to live it and not damage or pass a second time goes on. the past only the past that become memories in the future and learning for the future. did you know, as bad or as good as any memory of it, will remain a distant memory. so better to let it become a pile of paper in each book that will be created in the future.

time wasted can not be replaced

I know it's not easy and clearly whatever it's not easy because to forget something that we didn't really want.
I don't know why so want to remember, I can forget it and live as before but somehow I wasn't willing.
I don't want to be a stupid woman who really like someone but who knows about life.

I don't know him very well but I really want him. explain something that is difficult to describe is very annoying, I can't explain why I could be like this, want someone who I didn't know his personality

he was real, clear and visible to his attitude but it was hard to be touched and understood. difficult for the search for truth in his eyes.

i call him "m . y . a . r"

what happened 2 weeks already explained what I question in mind. he doesn't like me. I know that, although several people told me to say hello in the chat. but without having to do it I already knew what would happen, he wouldn't reply.

now I just keep quiet and let this feeling is lost, because I wasn't able to declare to him that I liked him. every person who I asked, always say "tell him you love him, whatever will he give the answer don't be thinking right now"

BUT I CAN'T ! BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE COURAGE IN ME. maybe I'll make this story into a story that I call m. y. a. r

ya gonna do now that my activity. It is the last memory in 2010, and I'll remember and tell you a lot because I get a story that is fun and interesting.

last memories in 2010 M . Y . A . R

I MISS YOU