sorry

something going on in my life, I don't know why can occur. I was so cruel to do that to my friends. yes I was wrong because it away but this is the best for now.
I don't understand why can feel this, I don't get along with her. but she's my friend.I just wanted to quickly pass and return to normal without having to feel this oddity.
maybe because I feel she doesn't take me or I just feel for losing her?
for sure I did a big mistake by trying to get away from her. I feel empty, but if I get closer to her, will only increase the pain of my heart.
Oh God can you help me? what should I do if I don't know what I'm doing.

I loved her but because of a hurt me, I distanced myself from her. if she feel it?
honestly, I don't want to do it but by accident I've distanced myself.

* sorry if you feel it, honestly I don't want to get away from you but I felt something I can't explain.

I hope this feeling quickly disappears and everything returns to normal.
sorry *