I can feel it. I can understand it. I can accept that.

so, I could start all over.

not easy to launch and leave, but when I could see things change for goodness,

I can smile.

I'm happy because I can understand and let go.

a life not only in the value of pain, but how can make the pain a useful thing.

don't be sad because it doesn't accept a reality,

but still accept the reality and try to appreciate that there is in life.

now I will be glad and happy because I can see with all my prayers.

I'm not going to sue and be selfish woman.

when people will disappear, then it can accept.

I know it can be easily changed, and can't be changed.

I'm not going to force the state to change to be like that I want.

I'm tired of everything, like not to feel what I feel.

short message part 3

thanks for all you've given and taught me many things

short message part 2

I just wanna say, "I love you"

short message part 1

whatever meaning the words, I just wanted to show

I don't know what happens tomorrow and the next day. I don't know what to do if everything will change. I don't know what would I say to myself if I cry for the event that I can't fox. I don't wanna be a woman weak and quiet. I am a strong woman and can be thankful for everything that happened.

I wanted to scream and say "enough! Please understand me!", but could it be?

I wanna say what I feel, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid to inform what I felt, I fear other people know that I'm sad.

God, I wanna say everything I feel. but how do I do? I'm not one to easily reveal the contents of my heart. Can I beg to time to stop and let me think?

don't force me and push me. I'm too tight to feel it.

I wanna close my eyes and I said to myself "calm, because this will end. don't cry and don't be sad."

I don't wanna see the darkness but I'll see the blue sky. When I was ready to move on and I want what I would do it into something valuable for my life.

I'm not a statue that can't move and fell, but I'm not a stone that can't rise.

sorry if I can't be perfect, I've tried. This is me, I couldn't in force for change. But I'm trying to be perfect in your life.

when him act to end everything,

I can only accept.

I don't wanna be a weak woman who wanted him.

I wanna stand up straight

and smile at this situation.

I can control it, and let him go.

I wanna kiss him, and said

"I'll stop and walk away from you"

I'll let my heart hurt because

I was not a weak woman.

if he knows I don't want him to go.

But now I must continue my life and he's running his life.

memories that will forget and open a new story.

I'll always go through my new story.

nothing is eternal in this world.

I wanna kiss him andsay

"congratulations for your new life"