january

This month's very exciting, I got a new activity. I became a member naposobulung.

for you who don't know naposobulung, it is the youth at church.

This association is a spiritual ministry. I could forget something and go with something new. really fun. have you felt the entrance to the new environment and feel a different person withyourself and can have fun with them.

God has a wonderful plan in every human life, and grief will come happiness

myar

oh GOD.... I MISS MYAR

day of the walk and not be stopped, we as humans can only try our best to live it and not damage or pass a second time goes on. the past only the past that become memories in the future and learning for the future. did you know, as bad or as good as any memory of it, will remain a distant memory. so better to let it become a pile of paper in each book that will be created in the future.

time wasted can not be replaced

I know it's not easy and clearly whatever it's not easy because to forget something that we didn't really want.
I don't know why so want to remember, I can forget it and live as before but somehow I wasn't willing.
I don't want to be a stupid woman who really like someone but who knows about life.

I don't know him very well but I really want him. explain something that is difficult to describe is very annoying, I can't explain why I could be like this, want someone who I didn't know his personality

he was real, clear and visible to his attitude but it was hard to be touched and understood. difficult for the search for truth in his eyes.

i call him "m . y . a . r"

what happened 2 weeks already explained what I question in mind. he doesn't like me. I know that, although several people told me to say hello in the chat. but without having to do it I already knew what would happen, he wouldn't reply.

now I just keep quiet and let this feeling is lost, because I wasn't able to declare to him that I liked him. every person who I asked, always say "tell him you love him, whatever will he give the answer don't be thinking right now"

BUT I CAN'T ! BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE COURAGE IN ME. maybe I'll make this story into a story that I call m. y. a. r

ya gonna do now that my activity. It is the last memory in 2010, and I'll remember and tell you a lot because I get a story that is fun and interesting.

last memories in 2010 M . Y . A . R

I MISS YOU

Britney spears - my only wish this year

"My Only Wish This Year"

Last night I took a walk in the snow.
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love.

Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off
It just said this
I know exactly what I want this year.
Santa can you hear me.
I want my baby (baby, yeah)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me.
Maybe (maybe, maybe maybe.) he'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here.
Santa thats my only wish this year.
oohhh ohh yeah
Christmas Eve I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town

Santa can you hear me? (yea yeah)
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby (baby)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me
Maybe (maybe maybe) we'll be all the love under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year
I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me love can call all mine
(yeah yeah) cause I have been so good this year.

Can't be alone under the mistletoe
He's all want and a big red bow
Santa can you hear me (hear me?)
I have been so good this year
And all i want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want. just for me
Underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (ohh yeah) santa thats my only wish this year
Oh santa can u hear me? oh santa
Well hes all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree
Oh I'll be waiting here
Santa thats my only wish this year.